2011

grrr....x suke nyer 2011 ni hurm...aku kene la study an coz nk pmr adoi mls mls..
arini je da kene bebel 50 kali coz aku ni mmg mls nk blajar urm..mulai 3/1/11 until habis exam pmr
br la aku boleh on9 hurm busan la mcm ni bace buku je...tu la aku ni asal la bodoh sgt kan
family aku sume pandai2 aku je bengap tahap pundek.. :(

penat nyer weh aku da la part time keje pastu nk study plak mmg pengsan la an

adoi ade family tp mmg sume x memahami aku ad kawan tp prangai lahanat sume xleh

pecaye,ad cikgu yg aja aku pon keje die bebel kat telinge aku adoi n ade kakak due org

ingat boleh paham aku tp x penting kan diri sendiri je...

so mak aku ni x bis2 ckp anak membe die pmr dpt 8A huh tgk la aku bukti kan kat die pmr

aku dpt 8A gak(doa kan aku au).....so harap maklum la eh taun ni aku x online fb or twitter n blog aku terpakse d stop kan buat taun ni je...

SAYA SAYANG KAN AWAK SUME HEHEHHE..

SO HAVE FUN YEAH.

JGN LUPE DOA KAN SAYA DPT 8A PMR TAU NI

ILYSM LA HEHHEH...

JOHO

PADA 18/12/2010 DAN 19/12/2010

hahahahha penat giler..balik dr jb
tp best coz aku dpt hang ngn csz aku
sampai lewat tengah malam.
hahahha..
gyler la best giler dowh t kalu g jb agy 
aku nk shopping bnyak2 kat
BAZAR KARAT hahahh..
barang kat situ murah gyler
btw aku da order kasot tu smart gyle
murah plak tu tp aku x tau nk amek bile
coz 25 ni g jb gak but ad kenduri plak kat umah atok so x dpt g bazar karat haha..
umm..tp mmg x dpt lupe ar an aku main basikal bersama org gyle(nasrul) iaitu membe csz aku..membe csz aku ni baik gyle name boy x salah aku siap pendek kan tempat duduk basikat tu tok aku ahhah tu da boleh jd abg ipar or abg sedare yg paling baik tu hahaha....
than time otw balik an kitorang kene roblox plak adui baik xde pape da la mlm gyler balik
tp thanks polis sbb lepas kan kami hahah..


SAYA HAPPY BERADA DI JOHO TP SAYA PENAT SANGAT NI
HURM..

berkenalan

SOHEEANNE
hari ni berkenalan degan die ni hahhah
lawak comel cantik
aku ingat awek mcm die ni sombong tp x die baik lain dr gurl yg lain.

MY NEW BEST FRIENDS

hahahah...si comel yg baju biru ni name die
ameera marha sedikit same ngn name aku
amera nagiha hehehh...cume lain nyer 
umor kami saje die da kire sis n aku lil sis hahah..
baru bape ari kenal 
aku boleh tgk die punye care die yg sgt pemalas,
manje dan menawan hahahha..
die ni agak pemals kalu nk mandi same ngn aku la kan
hahah..lagy satu aku suke tgk bibir die sbb pink
n comel jeh hahahah....

OMG twitter

OMG twitter aku ilang huh malas nyer nk wat yg baru huh...tp baik membe aku suro wat yg br

kalu x aku da mls nk wat twitter huh..

da la yg lame punye aku syg tp ni la masalah aku pelupe ahhahah...

OKEY THIS MY NEW TWITTER

http://twitter.com/myracookies#

hate hate....

saya benci awak sebab awak ni slalu buat saya marah,

awak ni gyler,n saya benci bile awak ckp saya ade ehem lain awak tau x saya syg awak je...

kalu da tau jgn la tanye lagy.

awak tau x saya benci bile awak ckp tuuuut(secret)...

der tolong awak tu mcm perfect sangat plak sampai ckp camtu kat saya huh.

ape ingat saya x reti jage prasaan awak ke ha? boleh la tp jgn la piki awak da jage prasaan saya ngn sempurna

bg saya awak x pena langsung jage prasaan saya,saya slalu sakit aty sbb awak.

saya tau awak slalu saba ngn prangai jahat saya ni tp saba la awak da tau dr sis saya kan yang haty saya ni keras 

so if nk tau haty saya ni xkan pena lembut

langsung okey!!!!

i 

ALWAYS(tgk bawah)

(agak lawak sikit hahaha)

status..???

hubungan yang bertahan lama bukan kerana mereka 

ditakdirkan untuk bertahan lama..hubungan yang bertahan lama kerana dua org yg membuat pilihan 

untuk menyimpanya..berjuang untuk cinta and to work for it.sementara itu,hubungan yang gagal bukan kerana 

mereka di takdirkan untuk gagal.Mereka gagal kerana

salah satu daripada dua,atau kedua-duanya,membuat

pilihan sendiri untuk hidup tanpe cinte..(FREE)

enjoy yeah..

ENJOY THE LITTLE THINGS IN LIFE...

for one day you'll look

back and realize they were the 

BIG things.

like like

satu kata iaitu,,SAYA SUKE PICTURE NIH HEHEHEEH..

gambar ini kelihatan sagat menarik dan kelihatan kami begitu happy kan hehehe,

kalau tiap hari muke aku happy mcm ni kan best heheh..

You can rest easy tonight
everything is gonna be alright, i promise
go to sleep and dream of me tonight
everything may not be perfect, but at least we tried

so tonight

sweet dreams and sleep tight
i've been trying so hard, can't get you out of my mind
and if this is how it has to be, just promise you won't forget me
and i'll leave you with this lullaby tonight
i know that this hurts you, it hurts me too
i wish there was something i could do to make it easier for you
sometimes it's tough, too soon to call it love but i wanted to
yeah i wanted to, but it's too late now to say all the wonderful things that i thought of you 

nothing to says hello or hye,,and nothing to says i want u back 

i like this story ehhehe

isk isk isk....

aku la pompan paling bodo sbb da clash kan die,

aku mmg sayang die tp aku tepakse clash sbb aku xnk sakit kan haty die agy,

aku tau sbb aku die demam,die sakit aty,aku mmg xleh lupe kan die sbb tu aku ckp kat die

yang aku nk jadi membe die tu pon kalu die nk tp ape nk wat,,ni da keputusan aku yg sangat terburu2..

n sebenahnya time aku cll die td aku nagis tp aku pure2 gelak coz aku nk die anggap aku pompan jahat.

aku sedih aku nagis bile die ckp pasal mati so senang je aku ckp tp mmg betol kot

aku nk mati dulu aku nk die dtg kenduri arwah aku,aku nk tgk org yg aku sayang dtg 

time kenduri arwah aku...

aku tinggal kan die sebab aku xnk die sakit haty agy walau pon aku tau skarunk haty die sakit sgt

n mase ni sebenanyer x sesuai tok aku clash kan die coz harini adalah brithday die n dlm mase yg same

aku tlah wat die terluka...i'm sorry i tau dr td u tunggu i wish but if u nk tau i da lame wish ,

if u nk tau tiap kali u or i cll t i record suare u n tiap mlm kalu i nk tido i slalu dega suare u 

i syg u dowh syg sgt2 tp huh...maaf ni la i yg sebenanya seorg wanita yg suke berpura2 bahagia

tp sebenarnya sakit....

u buat mase ni jgn la ngngu i k tolong paham n i xnk u amek bende bodo tu,

tu pon kalu u syg i la,i da bg tau sume kat u kenape i clash kan u n i mintak maaf sgt2 wat cmni kat u

i da xnk gado ngn u la i da xnk wat kepale u pusing(pening)

i nak u hidup bebas n cr gf paling okey n jadi kan i bff u heeheh..

i'm sory n happy brithday

(saya nagis sebab saya nk tgk awak bahagia boleh kan)

ice cream huwahhhhh...nk ice cream huhuhuhuhuhu

aku suke ice cream coklat n pape la janji ice cream hahahahha

: )

W100i U'RE MY BF FOREVER

NI LA BF AKU HEHEHEH(W100i)

happy brithday HAFFIQ NURFADHLI

12/12/2010 tat your brithday rite..

but!!!

huh sory coz ahad ni i xleh celebrate brithday u ngn u sory tau so u g la

celebrate brithday ngn membe u okey uncle..

emm..jgn mara tau emm tok brithday u t if kite meet i bg present k i bz so x dpt meet ngn u.

sory coz i slalu wat u sakit haty tau..

btw take care coz u ni slalu sangat sakit hehhe u ni mcm pompan u ni lemah sgt hehheh..

tp kadang2 u ni kuat mara smpai i pon kadang2 takot heheh..okey la

HAPPY BRITHDAY HAFFIQ NURFADHLI

I HOPE U ALWAYS HAPPY.

problem gyle!!!

masalah agy adoi....
aku bengang tol ngn pencuri yg masuk uma aku pastu
selongkar bilik aku amek duit aku ape piki aku punye
duit bnyak sangat ke sial!!
pastu ko g curi kete kakak aku tanpe beri salam ape
kimak sgt ni bab!
tp aku tau ni salah aku gak coz aku sebenanye
dega pencuri sial tu bukak pintu uma aku n start kete
cume aku takot nk turun bawah nk tgk xde ar dlm kol
4.35am beb aku x tido agy aku nga on9 ko tau aduh
kalu aku tau tu pencuri yg masok da lame aku bagi
mkn parang kat muke die cume aku seram je heheehhehe.....mmg sala aku kan coz x kejot abah n mama tp aku x sangka ade org masok uma aku aduh...than pagi2 bute kol 7 bapak aku jerit name ake ngn sis aku:"
dad : myra ape kau letak beg tangan kau kat depan pintu ni ha!!!(dgn muke bengis)
mum : myra bangun abah bising tu..(mum xtau pape agy)
aku :(turun tangga)ape? aduh!
dad : kau x nmpak ni ke ha?
aku : (cek duit ade ke x)hurm bah duit xda isk isk isk :(
dad : yang kau mlm td balik x reti nk tutup pintu tu asal ha ko tgk skarunk ape da jadi pencuri da masok uma.
aku : mane adew mlm td abg awin yg tutup pintu tau x..
diana my sis : a'ah mlm td awin yg tutup pintu
mum : abah kete kia mane??
awin : mak!!! kete kia da kene curi
mum : ape!
diana : kete aku ilang aduh aku nk g kelas...cmne?
mum : naik moto ngn sahlan tp g report polis dulu."
ni kisah pendek je panjang agy...

 kisah ditektif dtg uma plak...
huh ade ke patot dtg snap pic je bodoh punye polis ape die dpt kalu stakat dtg snap pic je,,
plak tu dtg tros masok mcm pencuri gak n aku plak nga sexy ades selenge gyle baik polis tu mude
tp ade yg tue gak yg tue agak sombong n yg mude tu agy ar sombong tahap cipan :D

pape hal aku nk sumpah pencuri yg masok uma aku n selongkar bilik aku n da amek duit n kete n psp abg aku
AKU SUMPAH KAU MELUTOT BEDARAH KAT DEPAN AKU PAHAM!!!!!
PASTU TEROS MAMPOS

happy brithday my best friends (alief) 11/12/2010

um...arini 11 december n hari ni brithday u alief 

hahaha nmpak nyer u da makin tue dr i ni HAHAH SO!!

i kene cll u uncle la kan kan..but i hope u always happy n

always smiling like this :) hehehhe

n i nk u mkn bnyak sikit coz u kepeng sangat la owh lupe

u pena ckp yg mknn yg mama i masak time open house tu sedap kan heheheh thanks yeah
if rajin i bg u present k kepeng...

n now i nk bg tau yg i suke cara u coz u ni gyle2..

ahahah btw sory tau kalu i ad wat salah kat u . ade wat u sakit haty heheheh...

so mr.kepeng!!

HAPPY BRITHDAY YEAH....

LOVE,LOVE AND LOVE

YOU HAVE TWO CHOICE IN LIFE : 

YOU CAN STAY SINGLE AND BE MISERABLE OR GET MARRIED AND WISH YOU WERE DEAD.

...........................

U WILL HAVE EVERY KIND OF KISS 

IN EVERY KIND OF WAY IN EVERY POSSIBLE PLACE WHEN WE ARE TOGETHER.

...............................

THE END

hurm....

mase yg membuat aku brubah...

aku pernah ckp aku memng cepat brubah dan cepat bosan so korang kene la saba tp aku still sayang korang,

sory tp aku takot kalu bile aku x bosan kau pulak yg bosan ngn aku hurm..

tp aku cume nk tau ape maksud kau yg kau x sentoh aku agy(mcm lawak dan gatal je bunyi nye)

hehehhehehe...dala eh aku nk ckp sory aku xdpt jd myra yg lame yg manje tlah menjadi

sombong sperti ini hehehhe....

i'm sory if i hurt you but,i want you to know this....i love you i really really do..

u sory nk tanye btw kite couplelagy ke?

(ape maksud u yg u xnk kacau i ha?? owh da clash la ni huh okey kite membe)

aku pon xtau asal aku brubah 

aku xleh ckp coz aku takot 

tp aku rasa ape yg kau fikir tu betol

lagy pon ko boleh cr yg ok dr aku yg sentiase buat ko happy

kan ..um ok la if kite clash aku harap kite dpt jadi membe k.

aku xnk kite jadi musuh boleh kan.??

aku lebih suke mcj dari pada call

sbb bile mcj aku banyak ckp tp bile cll aku pendiam hehehhe...

kalu mcj aku suke ckp pape ni la yg aku suke coz bile mcj xdela rase malu nk ckp kan kan 

huhuhu...bile call xbest la coz aku ni dala pelupe huhuhu..

perlu ke menipu! ckp nk on kol 11 or 12 konon pundek penat je aku tunggu mcm setan kat sini adoi pening

aku,ko ni adoi sakit aty sial,camni ke br je aku maaf kan ko da ko tipu aku so camni ko nak 

aku pecaye kat kau huh..sory la kalu ko nk aku maaf kan 

kau agy,,owh ko xnk aku tipu ko fine aku mmg xpena tipu ko tp ko sndiri tipu aku an huh.

F**k la CHEATER....

trust huh...

tah rase nyer aku xleh percye kat kau sepenuhnyer coz 

aku mmg x pecaya la.(lidah boleh bekata2 tp hati hanya boleh terase je) aku pon xpasti yg kau syg kat aku ke x,

ape yg kau ckp,aku akan tulis kat batal aku :)

aku hanya boleh mencuba but jika cubaan aku itu tak

mampan sory la eh hehhe...

-td kau ckp kat aku yg kau nk tau yg aku trust kau x kan! aku cume pecaye kat kau sikit je x banyak aku xleh pecaye kat laki walaupon ko bf aku sory :D

aku mmg cinta n sayang kau lagy tp aku mohon jgn la

garang sgt aku takot.

kadang2 aku geram kat kau nk je aku (tuuuuuut hehehh secret xleh tau)heheh 

tp baik kau jauh kalu ko kat sebelah aku da abis da ko kene ngn aku huhuhu.

kadang aku pelik asal suare kau asyik bertuka2 aku rase mcm ckp ngn org lain je tp bile

aku nk ckp kat kau aku rase mls nk tanye plak heheh..

yg penting asal la aku syg kau sgt kau mandrem aku peh?? aku x penah syg laki smpai mcm ni

biase aku da clash da tp aku n sis aku je tau asal aku xleh clash ngn ko heheh

n kau pon xleh tau coz ni secret hehhe..

btw ilysm

aku slalu rindu kat kau kalu kau nk tahu hehheheh...

tp aku benci bile kau ckp kau miss kat aku ehhehe sbb aku geram coz

kene jawab berkali2 hahah..

sory i xleh cll u slalu coz ramai sgt yg ad kat keliling i  heheheh...

sory :D

BANTAL BUSUK SAYA ADALAH BF SAYA HEHEH...

hey nak tau x???

tiap mlm,tiap mase t aku miss kat bf aku uh xtau asal tp yg penting kalu aku

miss kat bf aku t aku pelok bantal aku huhu...yela bengang la dala xdpt txt die,cll pon kalu

mama tingal kan fon die huh...tp bile aku pelok bantal aku t aku teros tetido coz rase 

best sgt2 hehe.kadang2 kalu aku bengang ngn die t aku tombok or conteng bantal aku sampai aku rase  

aku da puas ehheh habis bantal aku burok kene conteng hahah..tp kandag2 aku story2 kat bantal aku 

pasal die,ade gak la rase mcm da sewel hah xde la aku mane adew tempat nk ngadu so

batal n bilik aku la tempat aku ngadu..aku x suke kawan baik coz aku x caye kat org hehhehe..

kat bf aku pon aku xcaye sgt hhihiihihi..

kalau boleh aku hang pon aku nk bawak bantal busuk aku eheeh...

tp baik aku waras lagy hehe...

kalu aku rindu sgt2 or aku risau pasal die t aku pelok bantal aku kuat sgt heheh..

tiap mlm kalu nk tido bantal aku t aku pelok coz aku nk jage bantal aku elok2

n mcm mane aku jage bantal aku mcm tu la aku nk jage bf aku huhu..

ade mase tu sis aku bengang tgk bantal aku an die g basuh than jemo .

kalu korang nk tau aku x suke org basuh bantal aku huh..tp bile aku tau sis aku basuh bantal aku

an langsung aku nagis ehhehe aku x suke coz t bau bantal aku ilang 

n aku takot bf aku ilang jugak ehheheh..

TAT Y LA AKU CKP BANTAL BUSUK AKU ADALAH BF AKU HUHU..

nk(FON)

wah wah wah.....nkkkkkkk

hehehhehe....nk ni hurm nk beli tapi mls nk gune duit gaji coz t xdpt shopping

so aku ni pon rela x gune fon sampai la tahun depan walaupon x txt bf hahaha...

tape2 papehal aku cll je gune num mama aku hoho bia mama mara sape suro x beli kan fon br

kalu anak die yg lain boleh plak beli kan aku ni ha x pena minx die beli kan fon pon

huh kedekut punye mama hais...

tape2 bia t senang sikit kalu aku hang die nk cr susah

so nk balik mlm pon senang kan kan huhuhu...

tp kan DOA KAN LA AKU DPT FON BR HUH aku da xde fon ni

.(i love you) or (saya suke awak),,(clash)

hello,,,,kalau saya ckp saya suke awak makne nyer saya syg awak la,plss trust me saya x pernah main-main
ngan perkataan yg saya ungkap kan tahu,,jgn pernah ckp saya main2 ngn perkataan tu dan jgn ingat saya suke pemain kan prasaan org..


I LOVE YOU MAKNE DLM DIRI SAYA : saya sayang kan awak sayang sgt2,membuat saya ceria,ketawa


CLASH DLM DIRI SAYA : sangat bodoh untuk awak dan,saya akan secepat mukin untuk cr peganti awak


(SKALI KATA CLASH JGN MERAYU TOK MINX COUPLE BALIK OKEY COZ TU AKAN BUAT ANDA MALU)

SERABUT La!!!

serabot la da la fon rosak huh P.U.N.D.E.K

tol la hurm,x dpt txt xdpt cll u t i rindu kat u kan isk isk isk :(

M.I.S.S Y.O.U....you tibe-tibe i rase i beli fon baru bulan depan kot coz bulan depan br,

i dpt gaji tp t u tunggu lame kan sian u umm...

i rasa sementara i xde fon ni u g la chill-chill or cr gf n scandle,

okey syg hehehhehe..

u jgn mara plak i ckp cmni coz i ckp camni xnk wat u bosan ngn i wlau pon!!!

i tau u da bosan ngn i slame ni la..kan kan kan hehhe

JAGAN LUPE CR GF LAIN TAU

sory i rase mcm u da bosan sgt ngn i huh i pon xtau asal i ckp camni,

AWAK kata saya penting kan diri sendiri!(fine)

saya mmg penting kan diri sendiri,

kalu awak rasa saya ni menyusah kan awak atau slalu wat awak sakit haty

so kite clash je la kan senang xla saya rasa serba salah kan..

dan awak pon akan rasa bahagia dan happy coz awak da bebas dr saya rite!!

saya mls nk gado or nk M.E.R.A.J.O.K ngn awak coz awak ni?? (susah nk ckp la).

hello exbf...

aku tau ko slalu bukak blog aku n aku nk ko tau firts time aku coulpe ngn kau mmg kau slalu buat aku happy,.
n slame aku couple ngn ko membe aku n family aku mmg tahu ko couple ngn aku cume terpulang kat kau la
nk pecaye kat aku ke x..n time kite clash aku mmg xpecaye yg kau boleh ckp 'ok' ko tau perkataan ni buat
aku sakit haty n time kite couple balik ko mmg bnyak brubah bile aku ckp kat kau yg kau da brubah kau boleh gelak pulak kan..aku mmg suke kat kau tp aku xleh couple balik
bak kate sis aku kalu kita da ludah jgn jilat balik okey
btw take care jgn lupe tgk blog ni coz blog ni sentiase ade cite pasal ko
n aku da x gune fon lagy

AWAK!!!..SAYA!!!..TAPI!!!

AWAK!!

awak tahu x saya suke awak!

awak tahu x saya suke tgk gamba awak!

awak tahu x saya cemburu bile org ckp die suke awak!

awak jgn lupe kate2 ni tau!

SAYA!!!

saya nk awak jadi milik saya setiap mlm dan tiap hari,

saya nk awak dekap saya boleh x??

saya nk awak sentiase buat saya happy

saya nk awak lah!!

saya gyle pon sebab awak

TAPI!!!!

tapi saya rasa awak x suke saya,

tapi awak kene suke kat saya jugak

tapi boleh ke awak jage saya dengan sempurna

i wan't your hug

peluk kan...

wow aku mahu ini,,,,,

NK SGT-SGT!!!!

cuma aku tak suka bila org itu peluk aku kerana terpaksa dan kerana nafsu semata2.aku nk die dekap 

aku seperti mana die dekap bantal 

busuk hehehhe,...

saya sayang kan org yg saya cintai

dan anda la org tuh huhuu...

bored nok!!!

da la arini bosan then x patot tol bf aku minx clash arini da la arini ahad dowh...
arh so xde la yg nk teman aku mlm2 aku xtau la dorang ni ape! hais bodo sgt ke korang ni?
ape aku x cukup sempurne ke smpai korang nk clash ni aduh...
penat la asyik clah je huh,t pas clash korunk nk couple balik adoi jgn la piki aku ni patong senang je ko
minx clash than couple balik,....

jangan la main2 okey

titing!!

-aku suke warna,MERAH,KUNING,HIJAU ,or BIRU LAUT ini lah warna kesukaan saya heheheh..
 dengan warne ni boleh buat saya happy huhuhuhu...

-aku suke lelaki yang satu kpala ngn aku,lawak,ini penting skali x cpt cemburu,suke senyum :),style mcm aku,
  gyle2 pon same huhuhu...

-aku x suke perempuan yg gedik,poyo,

-one more thing bile kau da ckp clash so jgn nk mintak couple balik okey

Black Eyed Peas - The Time (Dirty Bit)

nothing!!

ahhahah ni org gyla name die pon aku x brape tau coz name die same ngn adik die heheeheh...
aku ingat die pendiam rupe-rupe nyer banyak ckp ahhahahah.....tp die ni okey2 la funny n agak memakse
bile nk sesuatu heheheh...

aku bergembira selepas keluar besama teman2 aku,
aku gembira bila keluar besamanya,
aku sayang bila nk tinggal kan dia,
n aku sgt2 berharap dpt bersama mereka slamanya...

you will have every kind off way in every possible place
when we are together..

i Adore you,you crazy,gorgeous,wonderful (but
also sometimes quite weird
-but still very lovely person.

10 things will make i happy
 a)smile
 b)make friends
 c)avoid comparisons\
 d)say thanks you
 e)give away
 f)exercise
 h)savor the everyday
 i:)have goals
 j)take initiative
 k)devalue money




happy with u all make i crazy

elliott smith- Say yes Lyrics

I'm in love with the world through the eyes of a girl
Who's still around the morning after
We broke up a month ago and I grew up I didn't know
I'd be around the morning after
It's always been wait and see
A happy day and then you pay
And feel like shit the morning after
But now I feel changed around and instead falling down
I'm standing up the morning after
Situations get fucked up and turned around sooner or later
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And I could be another fool or an exception to the rule
You tell me the morning after
Crooked spin can't come to rest
I'm damaged bad at best
She'll decide what she wants
I'll probably be the last to know
No one says until it shows and you see how it is
They want you or they don't
Say yes
I'm in love with the world through the eyes of a girl
Who's still around the morning after 

perasaan aku

HATI AKU
kadang2 aku rasa macam nk putus kan hubungan ta.pi aku sayang tau x.. aku xtau la kau..
aku igt lagi dia ckp ..


aku : sayang kalu i minx putus ape u akn cakap??
dia  : i cakap ok je 
aku : ok je!
dia : ye la dah u minx putus maknanya u dh xsyg i so buat ape la kalu i syg u tpi u xsyg i                      bettr putus.


PERINGATAN PAD KAUM ADAM : kalu kaum hawa ckp mcm ni jgn la korg jwb ok je ..cube ko mempertahankan sikit cinta ko tu,ni nampk sgt mcm ko nk sgt putus padahal awek2 ni saje je bg soaln mcm ni nk nengok sejauh mana tahap ko syg kn dia..
kadang2 aku rase aku ni mcm kacau hidup dia nk enjoys ngn kawan2 die...
dan aku rasa ak xpenting laaaaa....
aku akn col die sbb ak rindu die sgt sampai ak tercol dia time die lepak,aku akn ckp cepat2 sbb xnk ganggu die ngn kawan2 die lepak, tapi dia mcm xpaham aku je...

he see me wow!!

I think I may have lost that one person.That you want to hate but you can't because despite all the pain you love them so much. Hate is not an option. I still love you I fear I always will. I know it is mostly my fault for resisting you and putting up a barrier. Something I created out of knowing that you could break my heart in a moment. I think I may have lost you. And I just want you to know I am sorry.I just wish you could see how much I love you. And I hate myself for not showing it to you more. And now I have learned too late that barriers don't protect me they just hurt you. And that breaks my heart more then anything. I loved you right away because you saw through me and did not care how hard I made it. You were kind and generous. I love you with all my heart and I hope you can somehow forgive me for pushing you away. You made me delicate and I wake up crying thinking of how far you are. I am sorry for playing hard to get after the games were over. I love you with all my heart.

u only think

some of you have asked if i have a twitter...
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no matter what!!! right

i know love. i've seen her- we are friends. i believe in her and even though we fight sometimes, in the end she always pulls through for me when i need her and for that, i'm grateful.

right now, we are not on the best of terms. i feel like i have a bone to pick with love. i am watching one of the most difficult things i have ever had to watch. i am watching the person who taught me about love, the person who introduced us, i'm watching her fall apart.

it sucks. because, having finally learned to believe in something, i have to watch it be tested in this way, and i don't know whats going to happen, or how, or why its happening. why would love, our sweet, gentle, loyal friend, desert one of her own? how could she? how could she stand by and let this happen to someone with so much faith in her?

it is unfair. it tears me up and it makes me wonder- have we all misplaced our trust, our hope, faith and belief? it makes me wonder why we're all out to befriend such a fickle, fickle bitch. if she could just chose to take a rain-check on us like this, when times get hard.

i think, we can be very hard on love. we expect so much. we want to salvage our relationship so badly, that we refuse to let her off the hook even when its not entirely her fault. we look at love, and ask her why.

we need to not blame ourselves, we need to not point fingers. we need to understand the nature of love, we need to understand how she works and why. because otherwise, we are bound to be let down. we need to understand that she is around simply, to entertain us. to make her presence felt. perhaps comfort us, and reassure us. in the end, we wallow in the belief that she will not, cannot, hold you together when you need her most. that is because we are blind.

we are a dependent society and i find it sad. i love love. i love my boyfriend, i love my family, and i love my friends. hell, i love my fuzzy gray beanie that will probably never be returned to its rightful owner... i love love. but i have a healthy fear, an acknowledgment to the fact that she is liable to drop out from beneath my feet at any moment. the future is not promised us.

we need to stop running, blindfolded by love. we need to accept that things change, and accept love from wherever we can get it, even if its not where you want it to come from. we need to let our friends love us. let our parents, pets, and hobbies, love us.

because when you lose one source of love, you're going to wish you had another.

love, where are you when we need you? the truth is, she's right there. we are just to absorbed to see her, because she takes a form that we may not necessarily be in the mood for. but she is there. she is always there. and she may not love you. but you need to love her.

no matter what, you need to love her.

I MISS YOU

i like the way you smile,

i like the way talk,

i like the way you look at me..

and i like the way you make me miss you

miss you!!!

i miss you so much 

i still wish you were here with me.

good needed an angel 

so he took you.

Nobody understands how much i miss you,

i miss how much we used to talk,

and miss all the things we used to do.

i try not to admit it to myself

that i still feel this way

Nobody knows that i still wake up

thinking of you each day.

i still thinking of you and i really do miss you

i would give up everything i have

to be everything we're not

i miss you when you're far away

i think about you every night and day

even if we can't be together

i will miss you now